so i havnt been on this thing for a while...but i thought being older and a more mellow individual i should try and brighten up my xanga, not so teenage angst any more hehe a little from first to last for you alexx...i dont have a body count tho...that makes me sad...well new zealand is great the people are nice the scenery is fab...its bloody cold tho...and my brothers a bit patronisin'...but im young so older people have to make themselves feel better...and patronising someone is a good way to do it...

well still searching for the wonder diet...i have to be thin before i start my new college...its not gunna happen tho...

i did a bungy jump...it wasnt scary ...well it wasnt that bad...if you see this i suggest you do it...you might regret it when youre older and its fun...no regrets...thats my new moto...its done me ok so far...walking on a glacier is scarier....

oh what really annoyed me recently is that i was tired and annoyed and i just randomly said to my brother that i didnt like greenday cos they are sellouts and he got in this row about they arent sellouts and what is punk anyway?? bla bla etc now im normally all for little arguments but i  was sooo tired and so what if i think that!? i have my own opinions and punk is dead to me so what the hell...i dont really think that there was a thing as punk anyway...they all wore the same clothes like a uniform...mohawks pins drain pipes whatever you could find a shy geek in the street and he/she could be more punk than... i dunno john lydon cos s/he does what s/he wants and doesnt abide by what society expects of someone...it just annoyed me...end of rambles...

well heres a few pictures of how beautiful new zealand is...

Currently Reading The Picture of Dorian Grey By Oscar Wilde see related

well im on this new diet thing that i try not to eat too much protein but theres protein in everything and that made me ill for a while but i really want to be skinny skinny...you know like with no fat anywhere...i dont tell people that then they would treat me like im even weirder its good to have some sort of diary its like you can be weired and cos noone knows you....no one cares.

had a fight with alexx and i dont care if she sees this cos i think she should know...that shell still be my best friend and stuff just when she stops being lizzy and lizzy stops being her i made friends with her not lizzy...anyway im going away for a few days...sooo

great band one of the bands that got me into punk..well apart from anti-flag/lessthan jake...